ya allah

sakitnye kepala...
byk nye benda dlm kepala skang nie...

psl program waktu cuti..
pasal nak byr laptop..
pasal itu la..
ini la..

skang nie yg penting kne jage hati..
bukan hati org lain je..
tp hati sendiri supaya x tersasr...

x tersasar dr jalan yg sepatutnye..
kenapa agknye perlu ada perasaan cemburu tu dlm diri manusia?
supaya wujud nya 1 persaingan sihat utk melakukan yg lebih baik di masa hadapan..
tp,,,,,

it does not apply to all things in this world right..
ssah la nak ckp...
if i confess what i am feeling now,
it would not and will never be right..

i really need a time out right now..
mayb a dy out with my close pals..
but it's kinda impossible because i'm busy right now...

apa yg saya tulis pada hari nie serupa mcm driver who drive recklessly on the road..
ignoring the rules and logic...

.....

a new start..

hey..
it's been a long time since i write in here..
so,
for update :
1. already finish my foundation
2. already get the result
3. my result is quite disappointing
4. i'm working as teacher right now
5. met new people in new place

so, as for the result...
it is really a heartbreaking day when i heard about my result..
since the day the result was out my office's internet connection is a bit ting tong,
i ask my friend to look t uo for me..
and it turned out to be not so awesome...

the second i heard my friend told me my pointer,
i cried..
i cried so hard that my eyes start to get puffy..
my friend who's in the phone is also feeling guilty coz she thought it is not a good idea for her to look up my result..

now, i can accept the fact that my result is not that good and start to fnd the alternative if and only if i'm not accepted to any govr. uni..
luckily, a few good thinhgs happen to me when i start working...
i gain tonnes of experience from here...
and i feel lucky to be here..

i also get to met a few people who i respect for their hardwork and effort even though they still young...
and i figure out the difference of going out with guys of same age and of older age..
hehe

till then...