ya allah

sakitnye kepala...
byk nye benda dlm kepala skang nie...

psl program waktu cuti..
pasal nak byr laptop..
pasal itu la..
ini la..

skang nie yg penting kne jage hati..
bukan hati org lain je..
tp hati sendiri supaya x tersasr...

x tersasar dr jalan yg sepatutnye..
kenapa agknye perlu ada perasaan cemburu tu dlm diri manusia?
supaya wujud nya 1 persaingan sihat utk melakukan yg lebih baik di masa hadapan..
tp,,,,,

it does not apply to all things in this world right..
ssah la nak ckp...
if i confess what i am feeling now,
it would not and will never be right..

i really need a time out right now..
mayb a dy out with my close pals..
but it's kinda impossible because i'm busy right now...

apa yg saya tulis pada hari nie serupa mcm driver who drive recklessly on the road..
ignoring the rules and logic...

.....

a new start..

hey..
it's been a long time since i write in here..
so,
for update :
1. already finish my foundation
2. already get the result
3. my result is quite disappointing
4. i'm working as teacher right now
5. met new people in new place

so, as for the result...
it is really a heartbreaking day when i heard about my result..
since the day the result was out my office's internet connection is a bit ting tong,
i ask my friend to look t uo for me..
and it turned out to be not so awesome...

the second i heard my friend told me my pointer,
i cried..
i cried so hard that my eyes start to get puffy..
my friend who's in the phone is also feeling guilty coz she thought it is not a good idea for her to look up my result..

now, i can accept the fact that my result is not that good and start to fnd the alternative if and only if i'm not accepted to any govr. uni..
luckily, a few good thinhgs happen to me when i start working...
i gain tonnes of experience from here...
and i feel lucky to be here..

i also get to met a few people who i respect for their hardwork and effort even though they still young...
and i figure out the difference of going out with guys of same age and of older age..
hehe

till then...

jealousy overboard..

eotteoke??????

when i blurt it out..

it always happened to me...
i always speaks without even think about it first..especially when i'm upset..i really hate people asking me the same questions over and over again when i'm upset and i tend to speaks to them in annoying tone...
when i did it,i thought i'll feel happy afterwards because i can express my feeling,but the opposite things will happen...

instead of the 'happiness' i thought i'll feel,i actually regretting it...but it quite hard to avoid it since it happens without me realizing it...
after i blurt anything annoying to anyone,then,i realize that i might hurt somebody's feeling...

this may happen to any people that you think annoys you the most..
whether they are bossy,noisy or even bitchy....they may be not realize they have hurt somebody's feeling until they actually did it..get what i mean?

and what makes them so hard to say sorry when they already knows they're guilty?
well,it may be they're ego or they feel too embarrased to say sorry...
saying sorry is after all the hardest word to say...

so,to those who feels like you are in the same boat as me,learn to say sorry when you have done anything wrong..
you may not have the courage to start it,but when you already do it,there's this one content feeling you'll get..
believe me...
and your relationship with people around you will improve more...

:)

till then!

test,test,test,

it's 3.21 am in the morning and i still up!!!!

hemmm....i wouldn't do so if this noon i don't have any test...

clearly,the fact that i haven't study tonnes enough to step into the exam hall and i need to force my eyelid to stay in right position...force here means paksa not as in 'force' in physic where you need to times electron charges with velocity,magnetic field and sin o..

haha...i'm gaga over physics right now...
and thanks to the great songs written by a korean group who started their career in japan's underground music scene.....
the group's name is cn blue...you guys should really check them out...
their upbeat songs has help me to stay awake.....

and here are their pics...

my fav member is jung yong hwa...3rd from left...

he's the lead singer and plays guitar also...

owh,and this band is actually different from other typical korean group because they play the instruments and didn't dance...

and why the heck i'm babbling about a boy band when i have test 9 hours from now?

hahaha...i also didn't know why...

wish me luck!

:)

of korea & toilet

last saturday i was at home,so this is basically what happened..

It’s 2.47 am

I’m watching a Korean reality show called we got married,goguma...
it's about a celebrity couple got "married",but not in real life.....

So,I’m writing this after going to toilet(accompanied by my father)…

I know I’m 19 but still I need my father to accompany me because…………… 

my toilet is outside..........

i live in a kampong or in English, suburb,so,it’s quite normal to have toilet outside the house…

another reason I wake my dad up is because the shrieking sound coming from my neighbour’s lambs…it’s kinda freaky to hear their sound coz it really sounds like human shrieking…..

you’ll never know till you hear it by yourself….

Hehehehehe….

Ow,and I’m hardly  working hardly to renovate my blog so it’ll look more pleasant an interesting to drop by…

And be the blog next door..heeeeee….

till then..

happy february guys!!!

hints

hye there..
if there is anyone reading,i doubt it though..
never mind....

what i wanna talk today is about the hints the guys give us,girls,without they realizing it....
nak cakap melayu lah...
penah tak sesape rase ade lelaki suka kt korang?
mesti la penah kn...

ok...ni bukan merujuk kepada sape2 yg da couple ek..
nie just for the single ladies out there...

ok,yang penah rase tu,macam la i tak penah rase kn...
kenapa korang rasa cm tu?

>>sebab lelaki tu slalu text korang?
>>atau sebab die slalu kate,aq rindu la nak jumpe kau...
>>or sebab dia slalu komen2 kt fb...
>>ke sebab dia slalu ajak korang kuar?
>>tak pon sebab die slalu wish gud nite,sleep tight,sweet dream n ape ntah lg kt korang?
>>ke,tak de 1 pon sebab di atas..

rasenye sebab2 kt ats tu mcm things yg normally make girls THOUGHT that a guy is into them..
bg lelaki,diorg mesti kate...

"ala,cakap benda cm tu pon bleh suke ke?ape la..."

 it is not just 'benda' ok..it is something to us...
kadang2 tu,ade girls senyap2 je suka kt someone just because that guy slalu take care of her....
 contoh ek....

SITUASI 1
*seorang lelaki sedang menenangkan hati seorang perempuan yg sedang kesedihan*

fahrin : fazura,kau ok ke?kau x payah la nangis utk diorg tu..buat bazir air mata je...chillax la....x    yah nangis ek..biar la ape diorg nak kate...ok?

pastu,si lelaki nie plak ckp sambil posing cam nak propose org kan....perempuan mane  la yg x terkesan hati die....

SITUASI 2
*nie kes slalu text plak*

lelaki to girl
gud nite..

girl to lelaki
nite2..

lelaki to girl
sleep tight..

girl to lelaki(type msj smbil senyum2 kambing)
sweet dream..:)

haih....

and ade la byk contoh lg....
simple thing done by guys kadang2 bleh buat a girl go mooning all night long tau x....

contoh..
seorang lelaki sedang berpesan pd kawan kepada kawan perempuan die.
eh,kau jaga die nie elok2 ek...

benda mcm tu pon bleh  buat perempuan  suka...

pastu,reaction kawan2 kepada kawan lelaki tu mesti slalunye cm nie...

aaa.....sweet giler wei die tu.....
eiiii...jealousnye...pakwe aq x penah pon ckp cam tu....  
 sambil lompat2 kegembiraan....

memang la benda nie nampak macam harmless,
tp you never know until terjadi kejadian2 yg tak disangka...

so,konklusinya,guys,jangan la baek sangat ngan kami,perempuan sbb you can make us accidently suka kt korang..haha..

ok,,da abes da merepek

..........

moody

salam..

i don't know what had happened to me..
lately asyik moody je...

and the pressure from all the assignment,friends,housemate and anyone in my life is almost off limit...
i wish i know how to handle all this pressure so that i don't have to jerit2 like orang gila....

 last night i cried hard because i miss home so much..
is not that i cannot go home,
i can whenever i want to,but there are a few things that i have to settle 1st....
bila da nangis psl homesick,start la masuk anasir2 laen dlm pale otak nie..

"it would be good to have someone to tell all my problem to,but,would it be necessary?"

i don't mean that someone is friends,just a special someone..
to be truth,when i was in high school,
the thought of having someone special rarely comes into my mind..
maybe because i have my best friends around me and never ask for anyone better..
lately this thought has been bothering me....

hmmm....*sigh
i feel soo tired right now,
mentally and physically...

buy

since today i'm not going to class,
although i didn't get any mc,i decide to stay in my room...
well,at least i have strong reason for not going to class right..

so,after finish revising my chemistry subject,
i decide to go blogwalking and found a few blog selling clothes and shawl..

suddenly,

since i cannot go shopping till i dunno when,
why don't i buy something for myself online since i never done it before...
emmm....
i should really take this idea into consideration...

and the thing that i buy will have a major sentimental value....

okay...
wanna go blogwalking..

owh,before that,
check out these cool shopping bags i found on the net..

 the guy looks so gay..

or 

he was just trying to say,

this is how i look without my shirts on..

haha..

 it would be great to put your ex's pic there...

hehehe...

lets donate blood guys.

i've done it..

you?

see ya!

eee!!!!

i'm totally pissed off right now!!!!
last night kaki da bengkak cam gajah,
so,i decided to go to klinik this morning...

the doctor,a female,ask me what's wrong,and i tell her..
jatuh tangga...yada...bengkak...yadda..yadda...cannot turun tangga..yadda..yadda...
and she says,
it because you walk too much,takes long time to recover...
ok,i give you ubat for bengkak...

then i ask her can i have mc today?
she says,
oh sorry,but we don't give mc for kaki bengkak..

and i was like..
just now you said my kaki bengkak is because of too much walking..
even i'm studying to become engineer,but i still think with not-so-doctor mind of mine,
that we need to give the kaki a rest..
maybe my kaki is shock after 5 days i'm home and didn't do so much walking,
suddenly i go bantai walking here and there to class...

and you,as a certified doctor,cannot even consider to give me the damn 1 day mc??????????
eeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 i'm okay if she says to me nicely,but she said those italic sentence above with a cold face that annoys me...

i'm not trying to act foolish pride(read : bodoh sombong) here,
but i really cannot accept the fact that i didn't get the mc....

memang la i can walk,
but,it just make my feet worse,a 1 day mc might relieved the bengkak and will give me some time to tuam it..
because i don't have time to tuam it...
i have class in the morning and assignments to do during the night...

why can't you be a considerable doctor?

i miss home..( T_T )

elephant foot

helluuuu..
watcha watcha waiting for doing guys??
hahaha...

i do sound happy right?
but,
but,the story that you will and must read below is indeed the most sad and tragic story you'll ever heard in your life..just exaggerating act..

you must learn from the story below and never ever do the same mistake as i did....
now,the time has come for you to see with your judging eyes how this tragic story looks like...
but before that,
for those who have sensitive eyes,please make sure you're not eating right now coz you know,the food in your stomach might be coming out again...
 and for those who have heart problem,go take your medicine first,as i don't know how much your heart can bear...

okay,make sure you are 105 % ready okay...

bismillahirahmanirahim....

 ..ready?........

....take a deep breath....

prepare yourself for the worst.....

any problems after seeing this picture is not my fault okay?

i've warn you before....

okay,here it comes.....

did you see the tiny red arrow?

it shows you the swollen area of my feet..

act,it's the picture of my swollen ankle.....

i do tell you about me fell from the stairs right?

so now,i show you the proof..

oh,

and the other feet in the picture is my roommate's..

my feet doesn't go well with the cow slippers....:(

okay..this is the picture taken from different angle..

and it's clearer right..

the band-aid is actually to protect my feet from blisters when i wear my flat..

the swollen part is big right??

imagine okay,

just imagine that big swollen ankle is massage by my grandma which i called emak or mak...

you will never know how hard you can cry till you experience it by yourself...

so,have you learn the lesson from today's post??

always be careful when you are on the stairs because never expect a calm water doesn't have crocodile in it(read - air yang tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya)...

p/s : i will tell you about my urut session with emak  in the next post...okay?

*i'm sorry if my pictures distracted you..

bye!

 

ceam pruff??

hye my deary blog.............
it's been a while since i wrote in here..
this all because of my feet..hehe...
i've been taking 3 days mc + weekend...
and i don't have time to go online...ecece..
it feel sooo good to be home...

hehe...well,when i'm home,i manage to try the cream puff recipe that i love soo much!!
i got the recipe from my bestfriend's mom,and i compare it with the one in RASA magazine...

it's not really hard to make cream puff..
quite easy actually..bajet hebat..

so. i wanna show you guys my homemade cream puff...

this is the 1st batch cream puff..cute right???

 but,unfortunately,i failed to make the filling..
so,if anyone know how to make a creamy filling of cream puff,do let me know okay??

haa....
i made this one special editon cream puff...

wait r....

taraaa!!!!!!!!
why 2 pictures?
haha..just because.....

sweet right?
a heart shape cream puff...

till then!

pain

hye...
yesterday,something happen to me..
it happen so fast till i cannot really remember in the 1st place how can it happen...
i think what the older people always says things like "never laugh too much because you will cry later" is damn true after all...

so,back to my story,yesterday,evening,on about 5.40 p.m,i'm on my way back to my room after class..
my roommate decide to take the stairs,me,being the lazy one,decide to take the lift..
well.we still have to take stairs even we already take the lift...
my reason to take the lift is to conserve the energy to climb the "batu cave" look alike stairs in my campus...

i don't know how,the next thing i know is i scream and already 'sitting' on the floor when i descending the stairs..
i quickly get up and i can feel the sharp pain in my left ankle...
my roommate is actually just 2 m infront of me and she missed my 'falling' because it happen really fast...

i try to move my left feet,but it's reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaalllllllllly huuuuuuuuurt!!!!
i never feel a pain like this in my life......
after i get up.i just stand there.i try to move to the nearest tiang to get support...
i tell my roommate i fell,and she went off to buy muffin and tart..(?????)

then,some of my friend who just finish class pass by and ask why i was there,
i told them,then,..
POOOMMM
i start crying...
i know i act like a baby,but the pain suddenly become unbearable and i cry.....
and of course i can't stand a situation like this when people start to symphatise at me...

hmm...
moral of story is,always be careful when you descend the stairs..
don't rush because the stairs ain't moving like the one they have in Hogwart..
and...
remember this....

ALWAYS HELP THE PEOPLE WHO ARE IN NEED INSTEAD OF LAUGHING AT THEM..
WILL YOU?

p/s : i promise to myself to hold the rail when i descending or ascending the stairs..

till then

boys,take note.

never ever ask anything about  her weight because it damn hurt her....

if a happy go lucky girl suddenly become quiet,she's maybe upset/sad or in PMS..

if a girl says things like,you wanna leave?go,leave now.

what she's really means is,please don't go....

it takes every inch of courage she have to come up to a guy and says she likes you..

she will pay attention into tiny detail of someone she love and try hard not to miss them..

when a girl love somebody,she love him and every pieces of him with all her heart...

a simple how are you from somebody she love can make her mooning all day long...

never treat a girl too much if you don't wish to ask for her hand....

when she tell you story,she didn't expect any okay..(in flat tone sort of thing)..

what she expect is for you to ask more...

never tell your girl if any of your mates didn't like her because you never knows how many tears she can squeez out from her eyes..

always ask how was her day because a simple question like that means you really care about her...

if your girl want some time out with her girlfriends,let her be and never bother to tag along...

night

 a night wouldn't be so beautiful if it wasn't for the stars

chronology of muet result

hollaaa...
i wanna show you how i manage to get my muet result...

 

just a lil bit more...

then..... 

okay...fine...

i refresh the page...

this is what happen next..

 yes..come on..

just a lil bit more.....

 !!!!!!!!

 what?????

 finally.....

p/s : i know about my result in the first place from my friend,nana..

tq nana!!

pp/s : owh,my windows are bloody xp coz i'm old fashion...

ja,mata!(in japanese)

ben 10

hye!!!!!!!
hehe...i'm so happy today...

not because it's falling durian (read durian runtuh)..
no,no,no..

not because some guy came up to me and says hey gorgeous..*wink*..
as much as i want it,it's not happen though..

not because i just bought rm **** prada bag,or cashmere sweater...yadda,yadda,yadda...
also no..never have enough benjamin(as the american says,well in my case,its ringgit la..) to do that..
*no offense*

 i like this rm 50 note...

also not because my lecturer cancel our class tomorrow...
(its haven you know when your class rep texted you and says class is cancel...)

 also not because some black suit women with tight bun and briefcase come to me and says 'you're the next in line for the throne'..(in lawyer's tone)
and be the next Princess Mia...

 i really like this movie,especially Mia's grandmother.she's cool you know..

but...

but.....

it's because......

of......(ok,just trying to be annoying here)

of......

THE MALAYSIAN UNIVERSITY ENGLISH TEST RESULT!!!!

yes,its muet...

well,although i didn't get band 6,which is the highest,i'm still glad(really,really glad) that i got band 4...

hehehehe...

thats it?

ya,thats all..
hehehehe...

p/s : owh,btw,fyi,why the title is ben 10?
it is a coincidence joke my housemate come up with...

we were talking about muet just now and she says,i got band 10 you know,(which of course just a bluff because the highest baand is only 6....)
and me,realise something,band 10?band 10,band 10,,,,,,ben 10!!!!
hehe...

my lil brothers love this show...

see ya!

tuna is ayam???

hellluuuuuu.......

this post rsenye byk sket tulis b.melayu,bahasa kebangsaan kte...
okay,what i'm gonna tell you happens in my physics tutorial class..

8.00 am.
we sit in a group of 6,but only 5 actively take part..
i don't know how our conversation suddenly can change into sardine and tuna..

we normally see sardine in can right?
like this one here,

so yunyun,being so innocently looking,don't know how sardine look before they are processed.
nana,being the most talkative one says,

nana : eh,sape yg kate tak penah nmpak ikan sadin tu?
ara & ninnin : yunyun....

nana quicky googled sardine from her phone and show us the pics of it.

others : ooooooo....

yunyun : sadin tu species tuna kn...

ninnin & ara : a'ah...

lala,being completely cute and hilarious,

lala : tuna tu ayam kn.....

others : ???????

           :hahahahahahahaha....bukan la lala...tuna tuu...ikan la....
lala : laa...aku ingt selama ni tuna tu ayam..bukan rupenye....

we were laughing soo hard..sorry ya lala...

how come she thought tuna = ayam...

hahahahaha...

swimming tuna

=

walking chicken

???

can you spot the similarity??

then,
somebody : oh,rse nye lala confius mesti sebab tuna ayam BRAND nie...
others : a'ah la....*giggles*
 lala : haa....sebab tu la aku ingat tuna tu ayam....


so,it's not 100 % lala's fault..

 do you see that???

that is why lala confused...hahaha... 

so,just for the reminder,tuna is not ayam okay...

okay murid-murid??
*okay cikgu*..
hahaha..

ttyl!

p/s:there is one more story about lala.i'll write it later lah..

OMG!!!!THEY'RE HOT!!!!

halluu....
i'm writing this post during my lunch break.
so,topic of the day is HOTTIES!!!*crowd cheering in the background*
ya,i know,i know,this is your favorite topic..

hahaha..so,last night,my friend show me this one video which have the cutest bloke ever in it!
he was like,so hot,you wanna scream right there and then..hahaha..

he's fair,cute and handsome  at the same time,and plus,he speaks english really well...
but,he already have a girlfriend,and i sincerely think they deserved to be together..
so,i rated his degree of hotness would be....

ya,he's hot like in the summer

so,next person is just random student from my college.

he has the style even when i met him,he is just wearing the simple long sleeved shirt with slack.

the highlight here is his hair..ya,his hair..

if anyone here is a fan of korean singer,(s)he must be familiar with Jae Beom..

wait r..i'll show you his pic..

wait....

wait....

just a lil bit more.....

ok..

so,this guy that i'm talking about didn't shave his hair exactly like this..
if he does,he's surely will face a lil bit problem later.

so,what this guy do is shave 2 lines on each side of his head.and he have more hair than jae beom have.
what he do is more or less like this.

pretty cool right......so,i rated his degree of hotness is....

so,some of you might be wondering...

what is this girl doing?

is she nuts?

is she is too desperate?

she's not a pervert right?

does she have nothing better to do?

i bet she's a stalker.. 

the answer to all those wondering questions is NO,

a big,fat NO....

the reason i'm writing this is just because i appreciate what God has created...
He is the Almighty who created us,the humble human and what we do to pay His gratitude is by thanking Him in our own way,apart from praying...
i do sound like an ustazah..hehe..


so,this post has coming out pretty long...
bet you're all now getting sick of me...
so,
be in touch!

think i'm falling for you

nyum..nyum...

i believe everyone in this whole wide world have crush right.i'm not talking about the crush you have towards johnny depp or KFCM,but a crush towards your friend or a total strangers.

haha.there is this one syndrome my friend and i discover when someone is in crush.
they will never,ever,like ever,stop mooning and talking and praising and adoring their crush,till they manage to make people around them suffer from severe nausea.(with blood..ewww....).

true right?*this is where the part you guys says TRUE ara...*
haaa,so now you guys have to trust me more.(?).

okay,back to the topic.i, myself suffering from this mild-but-it-can-be-pandemic syndrome while i was in high school..
well,at that time,my crush is of course the coolest SENIOR who's in marching squad!!!!
you guys should really see the whole squad doing PUMPING with their KNUCKLES supporting their weight on the dataran(it's tar,ok..)!!!!!!
it sooo cool and macho you know...

of course my attention is to the one i like.lets call him Bean.so,Bean is not like other tipical hotties with 6'4 ft height,six pack or even driving a BMW.
he's quite small compare to other men,i dunno whether he have six packs or not because i never see him topless and of course he can't afford BMW the car,but i'm sure he can afford the other BMW.*seriously dunno what i'm talking about*

my class is opposite his class,and i'll spent hours looking to the other side.luckily my place is next to the window.made my usha-ing effort effortless.haha.
owh,did i mention he has the most romantic and awesome voice?and he can sing well too!

and i can't stop talking about him to my partner in class until one day,she cannot stand me anymore and she says,
          can you please stop talking about him?i'm sick of it..

and i was,okay...it sound really harsh when it is coming out from a very quiet person.
and this is where my discovery is based of.my personal experience.that is why there's an idiom or saying says experience is the best policy teacher.

so,the conclusion is.whenever you have crush towards anyone,just try really,really hard to keep it to yourself,i know it just damn hard to keep it to yourself,but do try,ok....

adios.

a new year celebration.

well,sadly,i didn't go anywhere to celebrate the new year because i already here in my campus.
but i do have an awesome celebration with my roommate on my desk(??)

haha.we saw lots of fireworks while standing on my desk so that we can have a clearer view.
it was fun!haha.
i never celebrate new year on a desk.this is my 1st time and i hope there will be more!!!!(???)
haha.

i'm loco.
oh,talking about new year,it come simultaneously with resolution(s) right,
so,my new year resolutionS would be

• lose a few kilos
• get a boyfriend (oh dear i sound so desperado)
• take a driving lesson
• get 4 flat for my exams

there are 4 of them,but i'm not sure whether i can fulfill it all.
pray for me guys!



p/s:already have someone to 'sooth' my eyes.haha.he's cute!

ups and downs...

after a lot of editing here and there,finally i can write in my blog.well,it still not properly done yet,but after i learn how to do the template of my own,i'll change it and you will see an excellent looking blog.

basicly,this blog is an online diary for me.so,maybe there'll be a happy story,sad and story with lots of stars in it.i mean *****.haha.geddit?

owh,and if you're interested on leaving any comment,a less harsh word is something i prefer.just an fyi.

i think that's all for the introduction.i'll be in touch