when i blurt it out..

it always happened to me...
i always speaks without even think about it first..especially when i'm upset..i really hate people asking me the same questions over and over again when i'm upset and i tend to speaks to them in annoying tone...
when i did it,i thought i'll feel happy afterwards because i can express my feeling,but the opposite things will happen...

instead of the 'happiness' i thought i'll feel,i actually regretting it...but it quite hard to avoid it since it happens without me realizing it...
after i blurt anything annoying to anyone,then,i realize that i might hurt somebody's feeling...

this may happen to any people that you think annoys you the most..
whether they are bossy,noisy or even bitchy....they may be not realize they have hurt somebody's feeling until they actually did it..get what i mean?

and what makes them so hard to say sorry when they already knows they're guilty?
well,it may be they're ego or they feel too embarrased to say sorry...
saying sorry is after all the hardest word to say...

so,to those who feels like you are in the same boat as me,learn to say sorry when you have done anything wrong..
you may not have the courage to start it,but when you already do it,there's this one content feeling you'll get..
believe me...
and your relationship with people around you will improve more...

:)

till then!

test,test,test,

it's 3.21 am in the morning and i still up!!!!

hemmm....i wouldn't do so if this noon i don't have any test...

clearly,the fact that i haven't study tonnes enough to step into the exam hall and i need to force my eyelid to stay in right position...force here means paksa not as in 'force' in physic where you need to times electron charges with velocity,magnetic field and sin o..

haha...i'm gaga over physics right now...
and thanks to the great songs written by a korean group who started their career in japan's underground music scene.....
the group's name is cn blue...you guys should really check them out...
their upbeat songs has help me to stay awake.....

and here are their pics...

my fav member is jung yong hwa...3rd from left...

he's the lead singer and plays guitar also...

owh,and this band is actually different from other typical korean group because they play the instruments and didn't dance...

and why the heck i'm babbling about a boy band when i have test 9 hours from now?

hahaha...i also didn't know why...

wish me luck!

:)

of korea & toilet

last saturday i was at home,so this is basically what happened..

It’s 2.47 am

I’m watching a Korean reality show called we got married,goguma...
it's about a celebrity couple got "married",but not in real life.....

So,I’m writing this after going to toilet(accompanied by my father)…

I know I’m 19 but still I need my father to accompany me because…………… 

my toilet is outside..........

i live in a kampong or in English, suburb,so,it’s quite normal to have toilet outside the house…

another reason I wake my dad up is because the shrieking sound coming from my neighbour’s lambs…it’s kinda freaky to hear their sound coz it really sounds like human shrieking…..

you’ll never know till you hear it by yourself….

Hehehehehe….

Ow,and I’m hardly  working hardly to renovate my blog so it’ll look more pleasant an interesting to drop by…

And be the blog next door..heeeeee….

till then..

happy february guys!!!