think i'm falling for you

nyum..nyum...

i believe everyone in this whole wide world have crush right.i'm not talking about the crush you have towards johnny depp or KFCM,but a crush towards your friend or a total strangers.

haha.there is this one syndrome my friend and i discover when someone is in crush.
they will never,ever,like ever,stop mooning and talking and praising and adoring their crush,till they manage to make people around them suffer from severe nausea.(with blood..ewww....).

true right?*this is where the part you guys says TRUE ara...*
haaa,so now you guys have to trust me more.(?).

okay,back to the topic.i, myself suffering from this mild-but-it-can-be-pandemic syndrome while i was in high school..
well,at that time,my crush is of course the coolest SENIOR who's in marching squad!!!!
you guys should really see the whole squad doing PUMPING with their KNUCKLES supporting their weight on the dataran(it's tar,ok..)!!!!!!
it sooo cool and macho you know...

of course my attention is to the one i like.lets call him Bean.so,Bean is not like other tipical hotties with 6'4 ft height,six pack or even driving a BMW.
he's quite small compare to other men,i dunno whether he have six packs or not because i never see him topless and of course he can't afford BMW the car,but i'm sure he can afford the other BMW.*seriously dunno what i'm talking about*

my class is opposite his class,and i'll spent hours looking to the other side.luckily my place is next to the window.made my usha-ing effort effortless.haha.
owh,did i mention he has the most romantic and awesome voice?and he can sing well too!

and i can't stop talking about him to my partner in class until one day,she cannot stand me anymore and she says,
          can you please stop talking about him?i'm sick of it..

and i was,okay...it sound really harsh when it is coming out from a very quiet person.
and this is where my discovery is based of.my personal experience.that is why there's an idiom or saying says experience is the best policy teacher.

so,the conclusion is.whenever you have crush towards anyone,just try really,really hard to keep it to yourself,i know it just damn hard to keep it to yourself,but do try,ok....

adios.