when i blurt it out..

it always happened to me...
i always speaks without even think about it first..especially when i'm upset..i really hate people asking me the same questions over and over again when i'm upset and i tend to speaks to them in annoying tone...
when i did it,i thought i'll feel happy afterwards because i can express my feeling,but the opposite things will happen...

instead of the 'happiness' i thought i'll feel,i actually regretting it...but it quite hard to avoid it since it happens without me realizing it...
after i blurt anything annoying to anyone,then,i realize that i might hurt somebody's feeling...

this may happen to any people that you think annoys you the most..
whether they are bossy,noisy or even bitchy....they may be not realize they have hurt somebody's feeling until they actually did it..get what i mean?

and what makes them so hard to say sorry when they already knows they're guilty?
well,it may be they're ego or they feel too embarrased to say sorry...
saying sorry is after all the hardest word to say...

so,to those who feels like you are in the same boat as me,learn to say sorry when you have done anything wrong..
you may not have the courage to start it,but when you already do it,there's this one content feeling you'll get..
believe me...
and your relationship with people around you will improve more...

:)

till then!